Disjointed

Feeling very disjointed today, we've all been ill a lot and my two little ones wake up a few times in the night so I'm not sleeping properly. With this being Christmas week I feel I should be doing all these wonderful things like baking and decorating and arts and crafts with the kids but in reality I'm pretty much tired all the time and am behind with the laundry not to mention my Universtiy course... I feel rather alone (but not too much as my partner is wonderful, but when we're ill or need help it's just us...) and miss having a big family around me.